I was at this party last night and people asked me a few times if I was alright (I know it’s out of concern but one girl said I look sad…THAT’S MY FACE! >:(). It annoys me because people seem to think that if you’re not being mouthy and loud that you’re not having a good time, or that you’re shy or awkward. I’m not. I just don’t have anything to say to you. When I’m around people that make me feel comfortable and accepted I feel like I can reveal more of myself to them (not body parts). When I’m around people who are forceful and pushy I don’t like it so I retreat. If they aren’t going to be truthful to themselves then I can’t be truthful to them. 

…I feel like asking people if they used their brain to process what they just said because it was actually stupid and if they thought about it with perception they wouldn’t have said it out loud. Don’t just say stuff because you’re afraid of the silence. but I don’t want to come across bitchy, snide or superior.

rant over.